[x] don’t imagine they said ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
“Even if I’m a boy, I feel nervous when I’m hugging him.” –Jaejoong
“As crazy as this sounds, I don’t think of Jaejoong as a really good friend. He’s more like my other half.” -Yunho
…And Appa-Yun strikes again…. ^^
Every child loves yunho~~
Just posting this so that someday they will know and understand that losing that piece made me think about and realize a lot of things. I kept it in for a week hoping i would find it somehow. It really had a great impact on me and how i saw life and my choices. It was so bad that i even had some suicidal thoughts because of it. My school friends know how much i blamed myself and how i wanted to punish myself for it. It was really hard keeping it to myself and i know that buying another piece would be so out of my league. There was nothing i could do but just tell them. I hope they wouldn’t think i took it lightly because i didn’t. It’s really difficult thinking about how unworthy you are of many things just because you did something wrong..it is really hard because i do not even exactly know how it happened. I know it’s all my fault but self pity isn’t healthy i know i need to stop it. I just had to post this before dropping the bomb for my sanity.